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I decided to share this with all of youSo as the Cold Moon approches this week and my doctor's appointment with my therapist comes up tommarrow. I can't help but be a little grumpy with the Bi-polar weather and the fact the snow is making me more lupine than normal. Which is what happened last night I was coming back from coffee with my girl pal, I was on the road and I got off my bike in dark area of my neightborhood. The music stopped on my headphones and something just triggered a shift. I felt all my thoughts grow still and quiet I had one objective and that was 'home' I was focused and felt my whole body changed, I was obviously still human but all my thoughs and behaviors where all...diffrent. I still had flashes of human rational but I was primarly wolf. I was the strongest natural mental shift I had in five years, also coupled with a full body Phantom shift.I passed by some dogs on the way back, still in wolf-brain, and this Airesdale just went bananas when he saw me., his human thought he flipped over the bike, but when I looked into his eyes just for a fucking second I could tell he didn't not see a human girl looking at him. Besides the added bonus of being extremely hyposentive to the cold and panting heavely, there was nothing really super special. At least it was nice change from the usual half human/Wolf brain I normaly get when I am biking or listening to heavely rock or Afro Celt Sound System For some being full wolf is scary when you don't have you human rational double checking to you. But last night with the growing Cold Moon and the snow, it was quite invigorating. Especially the fact that I wasn't panicking or meltdowning, it was first time in years when had such a strong shift it wasn't induced by panic. It felt good and natural. Still the after effect were no fun, wolf brain never goes away it just lets Autie!Human brain resume full duties. Which it took into account on how exausted I was and how much my head hurt. I was struggling to keep the wolf mind at the last leg of the journey, but then let it go after I realized for a split second that I was forcing it, which is what the headache was from.I told this to my mate who was pleased at the full shift, I got head scritches and cuddles afterwards, but taking this into account. I might have more shifts coming this Wolf Moon.
In order to approve membership, manage member feedback/issues/etc., there's the e-mail address which is given on the comm's profile page.However, I had a question in regards to whether or not we're all supposed to check it and if so, how (as I don't have the login info).If you'd rather not post the information in here, you can always send it to my MSN account: shadows_wolf06 @ hotmail dot com.I think that's all for now. Thanks =]